The place felt deserted, half asleep in the sun. I wandered between buildings, taking photos, slipping into shadowy interiors. In one, I found stairs leading to a schoolroom — battered desks, walls covered with murals.
It really hit me: the difference between the children at Palazzo Barberini, shepherded past priceless paintings as part of their curriculum, and the children here, growing up within art but in circumstances shaped by displacement and uncertainty.
I wanted to sit down and cry. I have felt the comfort of knowing exactly who I am and where I fit in this world. I wondered if the people of MAAM — artists, families, migrants — ever feel the same.
I couldn't ignore the invisible but tangible thread tying Caravaggio to this very different place. An insistence on confronting darkness while holding onto the possibility of light. Both inviting us to look deep within and explore the world through another's gaze in a way that watching the news cannot. To set aside our privilege and sit with our humanity. To be uncomfortable, but to profoundly gain from this discomfort.
I wonder if Carravaggio had grown up in a community like MAAM, would his story have been different. If he were alive today, I can almost see his genius spilling directly onto concrete walls — his instinct for light and shadow reborn as graffiti. Urgent and unfiltered.
John Berger once wrote: "What we see is always influenced by a host of assumptions concerning the nature of beauty, truth, civilisation, form, taste, class, and gender."
Art shows up everywhere. Creativity will always find a way to make sense of a discordant world. The richness of an inner life, whether nurtured in a palazzo or surviving in a run-down factory, won't necessarily shield us from misfortune. But perhaps it can save us from breaking.
¹ By all accounts, the 16th century Italian painter Michelangelo Caravaggio was a troubled soul. A traumatic childhood left him orphaned by the plague and with a profound sense of abandonment that hardened into an angry, rebellious disposition. With no one to guide him in tempering his volatility, he spiraled into violence – culminating in the death of an adversary in a street fight and his subsequent exile from Rome as a murderer. He eventually died in exile under mysterious circumstances, though some believe his chaotic painting practices exposed him to lead poisoning, a condition known to fuel violent behaviour. There is such irony in seeing Caravaggio’s works now displayed in exalted palaces, when the man himself moved more easily among society’s margins.